cooler than a polar bears toenail (mista37) wrote,
cooler than a polar bears toenail


Haven't been having the best week. Since last week, really. I lost my ABA internship because the company closed, the GSN one I have now is wearing quite thin on my nerves, I'm very low on cash, I have severely unneeded drama going on right now which is totally unneccessary and is grating on me every single day, and I don't have much better in sight. That about covers the last 2 weeks or so. Everything else is great, but it's really hard to enjoy it with so much depressing me.

I'm not generally an unhappy person. I never really have been. Usually I'm over whatever bugs me within a day or two...but this has lasted over a week now. When it rains it pours I guess. I suppose things like these are supposed to make me stronger, and I know that other people have it way worse, but it still sucks. Shila told me "Alls well that ends well" and I guess that's true, but it's definitely hard to say or understand when you feel stuck in the mud. Hopefully everything'll move forward shortly. I'm only at GSN until the end of the month, and try as they might, I won't be staying there. Today was actually okay...usually 5 hour shifts drag and feel like 12 hour ones...but I worked a full day today and it was okay. Overall, they love me but I hate it.

ABA (see previous entry) was a great, great experience and I'm really sad that it's gone and that I didn't get to see more of it. Back to the drawing board for jobs. I have a possible position over at Greg's new place, so we'll see how that goes. But yeah...things have been rough and this is here for me to vent, so that's what I'm doing.
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