cooler than a polar bears toenail (mista37) wrote,
cooler than a polar bears toenail

Oil? What you need oil for? Bitch you cookin?


Here I am. Unemployed still. Things are really somewhat rough for me in that department. I can't seem to find work, and I'm trying not to hustle for jobs, but it seems I'll have to if I want to make some money. Good news though, I'm now insured (health) and can visit a doctor. Woohoo! Actually, I'll be insured in 15 minutes cause I signed up today.

So my SD trip with the family was fun...I even met up with Jon and Colleen and hung out at some bars downtown. Made a little money playing poker, read, was fun. Glad to be back, as SD isn't a place I like to visit for more than 2 days, and I was there for 3. But it's cool. So as I was saying, the job situation is scary. My funds are dwindling, I'm in a rut creatively, and I'm not doing anything most of the day. I'm not used to not working...I had a gap in my employment between Alert and Countrywide, but I was 18 and 19 years old within that time...and I could afford to do it. Still, I feel like a loser who can't find a job to save his life. It sucks man. I may just have to resort to doing something I didn't go to school for. As much as I don't want to, I might just have to suck it up and go for something else.

I am going to Disneyland tomorrow. THAT will be a good time.

Last night was fun. I DJed with Asher and Ayaz at a house party and then went to Holly's to meet up with all the homies. Just hung out, talked, listened to music (THE NEW KANYE WEST ALBUM IS INEFFINCREDIBLE) and just relaxed. This relaxation thing is great...but see, the thing is, if you don't have something to relax FROM, you're just a bum. It's like right now i have no stress, so how can I be relaxing? least I live at home and have minimal bills. I'm also making my lunch a lot more instead of buying it, and of course, I drive a lot less now as well.

I guess that's it for now.
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